Queen of
Beauty, Episode 7, IIWFY, Games People Play http://realini.blogspot.com/2022/03/realini-in-newsweek-participant-in.html
Where did I
read about memory being selective and telling a lot about someone, according to
what he brings back from the corners of his mind…wherever it was there is a
question about this continuous reminisce that centers on the Queen of Beauty
and the affair that ended rather sadly, or maybe not?
PERMA is
advanced as a formula of happiness in Flourish by the co-founder of positive
psychology, Martin Seligman, and stands for Positive Emotions Relationships
Meaning Achievement http://realini.blogspot.com/2013/11/flourish-by-martin-seligman-i-ii.html and probably the connection with a
queen, however flawed she could be, since she was just selected by a corrupt
panel – she did say so herself, I mean they came to her, both Dinu, one
decrepit mother fucker, and the other guy who was a sports anchor, I forgot his
name and may he rot in hell, if there is one, no matter what it says on his ID,
and more or less blackmailed, or tried to, saying that if she fucks them, she
gets the trophy, or else it goes to the one that will and when she refused, as
she claimed, the title still went to the most beautiful, presumably – and
furthermore, it was a shindig where only what, a few hundred mademoiselles
expressed interest, paraded for this jury de merde and then out of the small
crop, bingo, my Antonia
It is
clearly an effort to think of the Halcyon Days and as such, it is an exercise
recommended in positive psychology, where you also have Imagine The Best
Possible Future, which I have mirthfully disputed, in stoic terms, for the stoics
argue that ‘you must wish for what you already have and also wish for things to
happen just as they do’ and then you obtain Ataraxia (a premiere here, one of
the kittens that have recently arrived, to add to the already crowded space in
the [tiny soon, with this invasion] jardin, where there had been about 6, maybe
ten natives, will be named Ataraxia, to be lovingly appele Ata maybe, along
with Candide, Halcyon, Ezigbo, Signac, Imucca, and the rest of the crowd)
The Queen
is a symbol of ultimate, extreme nobility – does this work when she was just
picked out from a flock of peasants (oh my god, the shrew mother was right, I
am such a goddamn swine and eejit, look at the way I talk about the Precious)
and aspiring wanna be stars and then made to expose her talents, cornered and
told to put out or get off, and then her sheer determination and stubbornness
would win the day, as in she later marries (spoiler alert) another fucked up
ariviste, one who put his hand down all the way in the box of treasures that
belonged to the people, some private citizens and after he fathers her (only?)
child, he spends some years in prison for fraud, stealing, whatever the
legalese was
So is this
somebody to spend time on and whine, regret, go for what if, even imagine some
spin off where some fiction is based on the facts (as if the real tale, the happenings
are not emerging from the mind as we speak, never to return, expect in altered
state, so different from what took place as to constitute fiction) instead of
trying to remember the pure, much more sage, benevolent, smart, generous, but
not so gifted in terms of height (Miss Ro was indeed tall, and this is one
feature that attracts yours truly and it is in fact in Blink The Power of
Thinking Without Thinking http://realini.blogspot.com/2013/05/blink-power-of-thinking-without.html by Jehovah Malcolm Gladwell)
Sherika
Sherika was
sublime, divine, especially when compared with this materialistic fortune
hunter – I mean why on earth don’t I wise up and see it clearly, instead of so
much It could be so nice, where do the lyrics come from, you tell me, state
loud and clear (Shout by Tears For Fears, ‘these are the things I can do
without’) that it was not the peak of all, nec plus ultra, crème de la crème
and the woman to put all humanity to shame, unless of course we are talking
adoration (as in that painting Adoration of the Magi, is it)
The problem
is also one of Achievement, if the queen was not all that she was propped up,
sold, promoted to be, then what the hell do I have to show for the futile
existence, nothing, as in not even the queen qualifies as something to tell you
about (and secretly or more like it openly brag about) what is there left, the
AT&T business, where I still need to find a counselor (Know any good one,
tell me) and sue them for the ordeals they have put me through, the revolution
which was stolen by Iliescu and his cronies, celebrating all the phony goons in
the world and not even having a sort of little monument for the likes of Andrei
Finti?
However, if
we jump in time and look at what is going on right here, right now, then there
are a few ways to interpret it, either with a life together with the Queen I
would have made it and settled down with her in the elite, toasting and dining
with the glitterati, literati, luminaries, erudite, and the like, or what I do
just shows that there was no way and she really made the better choice, with
the burglar (who came down after a series of who knows how many partners, there
were rumors of getting ahead by kneeling [which in the lingo of the trade or
just the slang that I did not comprehend and had to be explained meant going
down for a felatio, or multiple ones] in front of Dem Radulescu and maybe
others)
The spouse
that I have, in a manner of speaking, in reality she has me down on my back,
trampling for the many wrongs I have inflicted in past days, for which I am supposed
to pay by home arrest, cleaning the floor and getting on with being paznic la
gaste aka guardian for the geese, where the geese are the macaws you can see on
the blog http://realini.blogspot.com/2022/11/blasphemous-rumours-from-commie-days.html says that I have never been good
for anything, just a guide for some years and then a fucking zero, although she
does contradict herself often, either the firm is no good, and then you must
not expect anything from that, or there is something there, but you still have
to be reasonable…
Clearly, I
could have messed it up for the Queen and perhaps she had The Gift of Fear,
realized that I will not be a good provider for her and potential offspring, however
materialistic that sounds, I have read somewhere that women look for potential
in their prospects, as men who will be able to care for the family, children
and not let them go hungry, or lack shelter and support, which is something I
do not seem to be offering much of these days, however much the consort is
spending, way out of her ‘half of everything’…I keep telling her that she
screamed she has half, but what about debts, and times of adversity, you need
to take half of the loss, Just as well as the gains…
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